Hi,

Well my hubby and I are on a 12 month break from IVF after a disasterous 12 months which involved 2 miscarriages, 5 surgeries, methotrexate injections, ambulance trip, emergency trip and just a whole lot of drama.

I have PCOS and since my last curette in Aug 2010 I have not had one period or even a hint of one. I am trying to lose weight and just regroup after a shocking year of dissappointment and stress. I now have adrenal fatigue as a result of all the procedures and prolonged stress.

What stresses me now is the fear that because of all this drama that it won't ever happen. We have been TTC for nearly 5 years and have had 4 IVF attempts, 2 that did not take and the last 2 were miscarriages.

I found out today that another friend is pregnant and fell in the first month!!!! I am used to this now but it still hurts.

Does anyone else have a similar experience? I am so hopeful but scared at the same time of never getting there. We are hoping to try again after a holiday in July. Thank you for reading this, even just typing it makes me feel a bit better!