Hi bub4me. I had the same emotions when we started trying for #2. Perhaps i was even more emotional because i thought that i should be enjoying my DS rather than focusing on treatment! I found TTC the second time around no easier emotionally than the first time, because of such a strong desire to give DS a sibling, so What you are feeling sounds perfectly normal to me! The only thing that has been different is that since being pregnant, its definitely less stressful than the first time, for me at least. Good luck sweetie..