Yep, me too. Glad to see this post today, it was exactly what I was looking for. My 1st bub took 3 years of trying and 10 ivf cycles. Now I'm trying for no 2 and, for some stupid reason, had hoped it would be easier. I mean, I deserve it right? I think I sort of hoped it would happen naturally, then hoped it would be faster when we resorted to IVF but no. I'm sick of watching my money go down a very empty drain but really do want a second bub. I've found it a bit easier than the first time but still so very disappointing when it doesn't work. We have all the old difficulties of trying to plan our life when I don't know if I will be pregnant in a month or two years or never again. Anyway, it's nice to vent to people who really understand.