Thanks for your email, Michelle. I have replied with equal ramblingness but I've had some error and it doesn't seem to want to send. If it didn't go through I'll try again to send it this afternoon.

My previous post was all the fears that I've been ignoring and my doctors have previously brushed off all bubbling up to the surface. There's no way now that I can ignore them. I've read too much, I've seen too much, and I've had too much contact with things going wrong to believe that it's just not going to be a problem. I will be asking the questions, I will be pushing my doctors and I'll no longer be taking the advice of relax and don't worry. Because quite simply I am worried! And that worry isn't going to go away until we know for sure.

Ktgirl, I'm sorry that this last clomid cycle hasn't worked. I hope that the injections will do the trick for you, and even if you no longer feel at home here I do hope you will check in on us from the other assisted conception thread.

Emmydee, it's so painful when everyone around you falls pregnant so easily. We are glad to have you here with us, and you can rest assured that we all know how you are feeling right now. Your story gives me hope! I didn't ovulate on my first 50mg clomid cycle. I'm yet to try another as I had a few problems with anxiety during the cycle (yes, to all the old timers here, I have a gift for understatement!), but you give me hope that 100mg may do the trick, or even perhaps another go at the 50mg. Welcome once again.

BW