Well, Willow like you, I'm 10 dpo today, and took a test this morning and it was... a bfn. Of course, it was. Last week, I was sure this was it, but now, my hopes are going down and down for this cycle, and I'm feeling pretty depressed about it. I don't know if I have it in me to start another round of clomid, and do the process all over again.
And I have to go out with my newly preggo friend this weekend. I wish I could cancel, but that would be so obvious! That's awful of me to say...
Anyway, good luck to all you ladies. Hoping we get some BFPs on this list soon!!!!
Flowerchild I wish you all the best for your scan today. I hope you see lovely follies in there.
emmydee I know how hard it is when our friends or rello's are preg. You need to deal with this the best way you know how to hun. I think if I were you I'd have a talk to friend and explain that you are not avoiding her and are very happy for her about this preg but you are also sad because of your own situation (If that makes sense). I hope you have a lovely time with your friend sweet. The ttc journey can feel like it will never end at times but I'm sure you will get a bfp very soon. Keep your chin up hun
Willow Sorry about the bfn sweet. I feel that your bfp isn't too far away. I'll be keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you.
Pollyanna How's the clomid treating you hun? I hope this is our month!!!
BeiBei Good luck to you sweet for this cycle. I hope a bfp is only days away for you.
BW I hope you are feeling a bit better this morning. Today is the last day of work for you this year WOOHOO. Bring on the holidays sweety. I hope you are doing some nice things for yourself during this time.
BW, I'm sorry you're feeling so stressed. I totally get the same way -- depression, anxiety. Anyway, it sounds like you're doing everything possible already, being proactive, and taking care of things. You'll see your FS next week. That's all you can do. So, if you can, in the meantime, try to get your mind off things. I find that the
best way is to keep really busy, running errands, hanging out with other people, etc. Or like Willow says, drink a glass of wine, and pamper yourself...
You know know, when your baby comes, he/she is going to be a really wanted and loved baby!
I'll be looking forward to hearing good news about the follie scan, Deb.
While today is being counted as the last day in the countdown, I've still got to be at work on Monday and Tuesday next week for a few other bits and pieces... Those days are nice - time to clean your desk and pack up, play games with your colleagues, Christmas parties without being interrupted by kids.
I'm feeling much, much better today. I think what had happened is that I was feeling all stuffy and congested, which was restricting my breathing... which makes me feel like I'm having a panic attack because of the way I'm breathing. It sounds completely and utterly stupid, but I've had it a couple of times before. Although, once you realise that it's just the way you are breathing, you can distract yourself and not focus on it and it very soon passes.
Emmydee, I hope the outing with your friend goes well. One thing I've learnt is that it's always much better to be open and honest with friends and family about what you are feeling, rather than bottling it up inside. Sometimes people don't realise how hard it is on us, but it's so much easier for them to support you if they know how you feel.
Morning ladies. Wow I went out for the night last night and you girls have been so busy in here so much new info to read this morning. I saw the new 007 movie last night very good I would recommend to anyone who likes a good action flick.
Mako- Hi sweet girl. That is a bit weird that the Met hits you every second night. Ahh what we have to endure to get our babies.
Monnie- When do you go for a scan to see your little bub. I guess it might be a couple of weeks away??
Pollyanna- Good luck with your Clomid. Hope it does the trick for you.
BW- Woo hoo the last day of school. How exciting!!!
Willow- Sorry to hear about the bfn. Just hang in there gorgeous you will get your BFP soon.
Emmydee- It may just be too early just hang in there for a few more days. I know that it hard because I have just crumbled under the pressure of the TWW last week and tested early but you still have a few more days to show a possible +HPT.
BeiBei- Hope the TWW starts to go a little faster for you. Try and keep yourself busy it sometimes works!!!
Flowerchild- Good luck today with your scan. Can't wait to hear about those gorgeous follies.
Sorry if I have missed anyone.
Well for me AF has hit with full force today. Can't wait until Sunday to start my new drugs to see if they can bring me a new years baby. DH and I have been discussing this TTC thing and have decided that if I don't fall this month that we are going to have a break from it all for a few months. This is for a couple of reasons. The biggest is that I am bridesmaid for my SIL next Nov and I don't want to be a couple of weeks of giving birth with the fear that I will drop at her wedding and the increased risk of multiples on these injections I would go early if I was having twins anyway and that worries me(not having twins I would love twins but the going early thing). I really want to be there for her on her big day because she is really special to me and I don't want to miss it for anything. Another is I think it will be good to give my body and my mind a rest from all of this. I need to lose the 10 odd kg I have put on since my own wedding (I know that is terrible) so I guess if we don't fall this month I will use that time to look after my body and spirit for a few months in rediness to try again.
Sorry ladies I am rambling. Anyway I really should be getting ready for work. Hope you are all having a good morning Grouphug for us all!!!
hi everyone!
Grouphug for us all!!!
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