well my time staying home is nearly up...
I have cried and pleaded with DH to stay home BUT i simply can't
It comes down to $$$ and we could financially afford for me to stay home BUT we wouldn't get ahead..if you get what i am saying...
We aren't paying for childcare when i go back as DH mum is going to mind Jack... but i feel oh soo guilty like i am having someone else (who i don't like and don't get along with ) raise my child... I am scared i am going to miss out on LOTS of things.. which then in turn makes me feel like a BAD mother...
why am i soo hard on myself???