i love my work and yes i miss it. BUT my DH works away and his rosters are all over the place. We decided when we had kids that one of us had to be boring and dependable LOL....

Whenever i get the erge to go back i just remind myself that they are only little for such a short time....this relaxes me and i am happy to wait for it to me my turn later on....

However we dont finacially need me to work so i have a HUGE luxuary that alot of others dont ahve...

If i had to work.... i would probably childcare shop til i found one that "felt" right.... I also dont think we would have had a 3rd baby