OMG sarah, you don't work where I do do you?? That was exactly how it was for me last time and one of the reasons I am stressing this time.

The worst of it all is I have to put in for my leave, and I will be having at least 3months off before my EDD, but my DH is now telling me that he is going away a fair bit before my leave starts - and that means I will have to find someone to fill in for me alot before I even leave, so now I am feeling guilty about that! GRRR at DH, I don't want to go to work, but I don't want to feel guilty about leaving them in the lurch either - particularly as I am going on maternity leave soon enough anyway.