I am with you there.........in theory I have no issues with childcare, but the practicalities of little ones picking up bugs is anoying and worrying. Plus, on an emotional level my heart tells me that no-one "knows" Olivia like I do, so I am the only person (along with DH of course!) that should be tending to her. Irrational, I know, but my mind is a whirl at them moment.

Hopefully for you you have made the right choice for you and Tobey. And fingers crossed you can find a good combination of staying at home and some casual work doing what you enjoy............

Take care.....