It's everything. Going to work. I hate leaving my girls.
My job. They didn't follow my instructions and now I have to try and salvage my program. And explain why the stats didnt improve. I have to rewrite the training component. I feel stressed about every aspect of my job. I used to love teaching but not any more. My replacement is pushing to stay on but the increase in hours are for me and I financially need them. I don't like how short I become with my big girl. I resent dh works long hours and I'm left running the house on my own plus work. I don't like that returning to work has made me become sad and slightly depressed. I keep hoping that its just me settling back in. I don't remember feeling this way after returning to work after dd1