Good luck for your first day tomorrow wysiwyg!

And good luck with your application MN, it sounds like a good change.

I'm already dreading my return to work, I'm in a bit of a fragile mood tonight, and the thought that only 8 Sundays from now I'll be needing to prepare for work the next day has me in tears. It's hard to enjoy the time I do have left when I'm so against going back to work. Depending on what I end up doing, the job itself may not be so bad. But you've written about the guilt perfectly Jaycee, our mornings will be so rushed to get us all ready and out the door, and on bad days I don't get home til 7 - that's bed time. Then I spend the evenings cleaning up and getting lunches/bags etc ready for the next day. I truly hate our lifestyle when I'm working.

Anyway, whinge over. I guess I'm going to have to master my time management skills.
hun, wish I could make you feel better, just know you're not alone, and you're doing the best you can. Try to enjoy the time you have left xxx