MN - Hope tomorrow goes as well as it can in the circumstances. I can't imagine how hard it must be (being a team leader and your feelings for your team must make it really extra hard), I had been with my main employer (also my first ever) for only 9 - but for me was different because I had already lost the faith before it happened (and as I was on mat leave and not in the office I think it made it easier) - but I know how difficult many of my colleagues found it.