I did something stupid and have been beating myself up over it for the last week. I went of antidepressants at the commencement of pregnancy scared that I might harm the baby, I was doing ok until two months ago when I started feeling withdrawn again, lost confidence in myself and things were getting on top of me so instead of asking for help I went on an eight day bender, I was 27 weeks at that time now I am nearly 30 weeks. I am so overparanoid that I might have done terrible damage to my unborn child and am too scared to ask for reassurance from the doctor since I was so irresponsible and crazy. I am back on my antidepressants now.............

I am going crazy with paranoia it was just one week episode but a bad one, the rest of the pregnancy I did not touch a drink at all. I am so scared.

Please help, I am desperate