Anike,

I am so sorry for the passing of your little Isabella. Its a very tough time and you always seem to go back and blame yourself for your baby coming so early. I understand how you must be feeling but try not to be angry or upset with yourself

I have resorted to thinking Niki's purpose for life was to let me know there was a problem with my body (despite what the Ob thinks). She was alittle angel that was sent to me to let me know of this problem so future babies could be taken care of and kept incubating.

I miss my little angel every moment of everyday and my heart aches and longs for her all the time, but she wasn't mine to keep, she was a little messenger and will always be watching over us until the day we are reunited.

I know that the wound is still fresh but if you ever need to chat or want to off load anything please feel free to pm me anytime.


Nae x