Specialist scared the hell out of DH and I.

[PollyA]

One good thing about the public system is that if they're worried they get the best person for the job and they have a few to choose from. I am sure they will get the person with the most experience to do you CS. Try to put that worry away if you can.
I hope you find your journey much better than the ob has told you, Try and focus on taking care of yourself. Pampering too.
Hugs