My doctor doesn't know. I've been seeing the locum and the biopsy will be done when he gets back. I've not actually met my specialist yet, which is all a bit strange!

I'm trying to face my fears a little and talk about it more, but the anxiety is still pretty extreme. I'm definitely going to tell the doctors just how bad the anxiety is over this... It's really NOT good at all!

Thanks for the hugs, everyone. I hate having so much wrong with me - I'm starting to feel like I really need Dr House!

BW