hun, this is a real tough one for you, isn't it? So many things up in the air and so much potentially depends on you making the right decision. So frustrating that medicine is more art than science.

I really hope you find a good IVF dr if you can't find your old one. I think that would probably be the first point of call if you're thinking long term about side effects and TTC.

again, I can't empathise but I really think this sucks big time.