Kawazuki - I just want to offer my support what ever the result. We have just gone through this fear and uncertainty at the end of last year with my husband. I made myself so sick with worry waiting for the results to come back so I know how you are feeling.
My hubands came back as a melanoma but he has the all clear now, we got it early but only just.
I am thinking of you and wishing you the all clear. xoxoxo