Hi MAZ, I have told my hubby how I feel, but he will not give in. I started working last year, the first time in 10 year's, with me working now there is no way he will let me get it done, even if it means I can get it done for free. I work at a hospital, started there on the 19th jan 2005, and now I got a per part time job there, in school hour's and 5 days a week. So there is no way he'll let me have another baby.I have told him, if he lets me have another baby, I will go back to work for 3 days a week when the baby is 6 months. I can't talk to him about it, cause he just cracks all the time... I don't know what to do.. I really want to have another baby, and it's killing me knowing its not going to happen...