Oh babe I don't know, I am so so far away from knowing any of the answers but I know that sometimes you have to just throw your hands up and accept that the universe knows and sometimes we may never know why things happen, just try and accept that it is for our own best and highest good x
Hugs hun, I think you have every right to question and be frustrated though - we'd be robots if we didn't x
My friend who is teaching me lots about Angels told me that she used to be very sick. Actually had a very bad cancerous growth removed, and the like. She always wondered "why was this happening" to her? And "how much more can I take?" Then she realised, she was 'asking' for more by the how much more can I take question.She figured that she had to turn it around, and start saying that she wasn't going to be sick anymore, wasn't going to be that person anymore who just sat back and let all the bad things come to her.
I guess what I'm trying to say is to turn around your thoughts of negativity, and try to think of the positives. I *am* ready to be a Mum. Something like that. I have been struggling with the universe lately too, and have started thinking about what it is that I myself am putting out there for me. I do understand how you feel about the TTC though, we were trying for about a year too, then pretty much gave up and it happened.
I hope it does come through for you, and that you will soon have an due date to tell us all about.
I'm not sure its right for your kines. to be adding personal opinions, the only thing I can offer there is perhaps they are trying to reassure you that its okay not to be getting pg, and a reason for it (cruel world).
Netix your posts makes sense, I need to turn my woe me's into positives. If anything I'm being taught the lesson of patience.
Another two pregnancies have been announced in the office this week, that makes a total of 3 people pregnant currently in the office with another 3 already on Mat Leave. I guess it's just a matter of time for me (statistically speaking).
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