Ah STOP IT you big bloody sook.


You are getting The Universe mixed up with Leprechauns. You don't make a wish and get it granted...especially one you made yesterday! FFS if recycling got you a lotto win I'd be pretty fricken rich right now.

I know you are worried about a few things - but you will be alright. xH will find another position and will support you and the kids. FACT. He's not some dipsh*t and you guys have got to a really great place right now and you didn't think that was gonna happen but it DID.

Just because things aren't going exactly the way you wanted doesn't mean it is total crud, nor does it mean you will not realize your dream on the PT front. It just may take another form and you can't see it yet. Open your mind and let things flow in, don't close it because your wish didn't come true. Find another one. This does not mean accepting second best.

I've seen you come through worse. I know you have the intestinal fortitude and the ABS to keep going and find a way. You will do it yourself and when you do, don't give the fricken Universe the credit, take it for yourself.