Wow!
i dont no why but your post has actually made me cry..as everything you have said really seems to make sense and i can understand it.. i am having trouble accepting myself as a 'mother', i mean id like to think im a good mother but my family which i live with don't accept my parenting style and every day is a battle with them criticizing me..so maby thats part of whatts coming through in that dream thx so much for ur insight means alot