I have a terrible fear that DP will die. As I have learnt to rely on him so much, and even more now that we are expecting, it terrifies me. He can be so reckless sometimes and I feel scared that one day he won't come home. Whether it be by car accident, work accident, footy injury or if there is an incident on the days he works in the maximum security gaol. I think I couldn't be without him, especially as a single mum! I get cranky if he hurts himself, or texts and drives... I have wondered if other people worry so much about losing their partners...