Mazzy - I do feel different - so much more peaceful and less worried. I guess more trusting. I had a friend over yesterday and she said: You seem so peaceful... (insert here the doo doo doo doo music...!)

MD: Can you link me to your story - I remember reading it long ago but I think I would like to read it now after this experience...

Michelle: Thankyou darling I did read what yousent and it was pretty amazingly relevant hey?! Every time I close my eyes I see the crystals in my dream. It's quite powerful...

I do think that I have been given more strength to keep going in what has been a difficult time for me... I also have come to the realisation that I have no fear of death - that I now know that my life truly is precious.