He is back!

I am so glad to see him again (in my dreams). He was soooo sexy in his grey suit (second time i've seen him in a grey suit). We got engaged in my dreams (he was somebody i thought i would marry as his parents just loved me!) and he was hugging me from behind as we were walking along this crowded road. He was showering me with kisses. Oh, it was beautiful. I woke up and looked up and told him softly that i loved him very much. I miss him. Even if we weren't going to end up getting married, i still wouldn't have wanted him to die. *sheds a tear*

My question to you is...

I see a white apparition type thing, no definition to it as in it doesn't have arms and legs but a white thing in the same place most of the time. But i can only see it with the corner of my eye. If i turn my head to to it, it's not there, but if i'm focussing elsewhere, i can see it through the corner of my eyes. Always in the same spot.

Am i hallucinating? Or is it him?

Do you think i should see a medium again??