When I was suffering from depression I felt guilty when I started feeling better because I didn't actually believe I was worthy of feeling good. What helped me was not going to a psychologist for depression (I tried a few but they never helped) but going to a counsellor who specialised in self-esteem. It really made me see clearly how I treat myself and why I deserve better, and why it was ok to be me. I don't know if that is similar to how you are feeling or not but you do deserve to enjoy life and be happy.
Thank you so much for your replies guys. It does, all make sense.
I saw a lady today for an angel reading and she said some pretty incredible things and I drew some amazing cards. She said I am very receptive to spirits and energies and that Ii have to protect myself or else negative spirits will attach to me. So she said to surround myself in royal purple bubble.
A lot of other things as well...it was a fantastic experience and she has lent me a couple of boooks to read...
Just struggling a bit with her use of "god" and the angels and heavven as i'm not sure I believe in heaven and god as such....
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