Have had those feelings before and they are awful. It can be hard not to focus on them. The last time I had a major world is ending/no future feeling was in the lead up to the death of my sister. I did not know she was in hospital again and I just could not shake this awful feeling. I kept on thinking it was to do with me as I had just started a new job and it was all about to come crashing down on me. The morning she died, the feeling lifted.
Something is up, hopefully one of the more tuned in girls can help you work out what it is.
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