the only future stuff i get is death. i can't stand it. i hate it when a person walks into the room and i can see it. (this is not saying that they are about to die, but rather that it is around them/or what it is that will be the end for them ITMS and importantly it doesnt happen to everyone I meet/see...dont know why it's only some people...maybe someone else can shed light on this for me??). it SUCKS. of course i NEVER ever let anyone know. in fact it's only through the relative anonymous nature of BB that i even allow myself to admit this to others. no one else knows. i *think* my mum has clues that i have some intuition on these matters but i block her out pretty quick when she starts to question.
As for the past, that is alot more specific for me and as a younger person would really freak me out. i could feel, smell, hear things from the past (lives maybe? don't know). for example, i can 'remember' padding along hot sand towards a couple of trees and lying down. and in another it is SO vivid that i have a distinct fear of the ocean at night.
DM: for me this has been a life-long thing (all things strange etc). but when i was about 20 i decided to 'block' as much of it out as possible. it was too much for me. and that kind of took a much stronger importance when i had DD. slowly i am now letting in a bit more as i feel stronger and i am definitely only letting in things that dont threaten me and my sense of security ITMS. HTH!
Last edited by Cassius2; June 2nd, 2010 at 09:50 PM.
: added a bold bit for clarification!
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