I have been trying to ignore them but im growing worried as to what it means.

Once a fortnight i have a dream about my father. Either its we are one big happy family or i am meeting him after all these years. I wake up feeling the same every time i feel angry and disgusted.

If it means he will try and re enter himself in my life i don't want him to. Or is it that i really need to deal with the issues i have with him?