Tam - my precious Charlotte would also be about 5 months going by her due date 1/12/04 - my heart reaches out to you at this time of incredible sadness for what should also have been our happiest time -celebrating Mother's day.
I can only imagine how you are feeling but please know you are not alone and I am here if you need to talk.

My friend I truly wish you every happiness and success with your coming FET [-o< .