The last few pregnancies I have had we started off with a heartbeat and then it all stopped when I saw my OB. So here we are at 7w5d and see him this afternoon at 3pm. I am 99% sure he will start eh scan and say as usual, I am sorry but there is no heartbeat.
I know this time I measured for dates which is better than last time and my betas did go up just not doubling... I just don't know how to shake this feeling.
I am sure that if that is what he says I will cope coz we always do. I would rather m/c naturally this time instead of a rushed D&C.
All my friends and family would understand except for DHs family.
His mum and dad (that's if mum has even told dad!) will tell us to make sure it doesn't happen again and I just KNOW I will get the "get your tubes done" lecture from MIL.

I don't know how I feel really. If there was a 100% guarantee that a next pregnancy would carry to term then I would go with it but all I get is that each pg will most likely end in yet another m/c at my age... then I get told of stories of women my age and older having a baby quite healthy and normal and all natural.

Just needed to vent and let off my thoughts where people would understand.

Judy