I wrote this for my first mother's day without my angel Ellen.
I hope it sits ok with other angel mums.

This Mother’s Day
I’ll cry
I’ll hold my head
In my arms
And weep

I’ll watch others
Holding children
In loving arms
Smiling
And I’ll weep

I’ll think of
What should have been
Holding you
Smiling
And I’ll weep

No day should be
Where a mother
Is not one
Smiling
And I’ll weep

I’ll think of
You darling
In my arms
Silent
And I’ll smile