I suppose my only advice is to at least go and see what they say...

I look at my own situation like this: I can't be afraid anymore of hearing something I don't like or being in situations I wish I wasn't in. I think that by biting the bullet and going (if this is what you truely want) is the best thing to do. You know yourself you will regret it if you continue to put off going to the FS.

You need to be able to be mentally tough enough to take everything in, but you'd be surprised at how tough you really are. Give yourself the credit you deserve, know that you can and will handle what ever is thrown at you and you know it's worth at least going to see what the FS says.

Coping with a loss must be really difficult, and I am so sorry that you had to go through that I hope and pray for your BFP soon.