Hi again Gabby,

You didnt make me panic just a little frightened and i am used to that now days so please dont appologise. I just appreciate your help.

I will let you know how i go with making an appointment. Do you think that FVL is a big deal? My GP seems to think that it doesnt warrant too much concern now that it has been identified. That doesnt mean that he doesnt understand my concern more that he is thrilled that we can find something to work with rather than leaving it unexplained. He also says that next time i will be considered borderline high risk, because with medication my chances of a healthy full term pregnancy are very good. I will have shared care between him and the OB. He says that i can see him anytime - if he is booked out and i am stressed he wants me to talk to the nurse and she will fit me in so i am very pleased that he gave me permission to do that and i wont abuse it well i will try not to. The next preg is going to be full of anxiety and i am a very (overly) anxious person normally so it is not good.

Sorry i am picking your brains its just that you are making me feel much more positive about FVL and our chances in the future. Katelyn's death was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. As i was 18 weeks when she was delivered my whole town new i was preg and if they didnt they certaintly know now that i lost her. I miss her so much. I guess this is why i want to have another baby so desperately because i feel lonely in my own body. Even though there was so much pain involved in her death i still think it is a miracle that she was here at all and i do feel blessed that i had her even if our time together was too short. At least with being 18 weeks i had the chance to form some happy memories of ultrasounds etc. Things didnt gradually decline all my pregnancy results were very positive until the day we were told that she had passed away.

Hope things are going well for you.

Love Sarah