Tootie,

Thanks for being so open and honest with me. I agree with everything that you said! My brain is better now at remembering things than when Katelyn first died but i still find it really hard to concentrate on anything else. Hence why i am on this site all the time. Searching for the answer i guess.

You must be pretty fertile. It must be a load off your mind that you can conceive so quick. It certaintly would help me to think "dont even worry about it Sarah it is going to happen straight away and you will have the new life to look forward to". It is Katelyn I miss the most but also my pregnancy was also cut short. I was 18 weeks and i had just started to feel better after terrible morning sickness (spewing up 6 times everyday for a few months) and i really loved it sick or not. It will be good to have all that again - not the sickness but the feeling of a little one growing inside you.

I like to think that this really long and heavy AF is my bodies way of cleaning out and making room for a new baby to be conceived when the time is right. Do you think that is a good way of looking at it? Or should i be more concerned that it is a bit all over the place?

Sarah