Hi Girls,

No need to reply i just felt like posting under Katelyn's story because i hadnt in awhile.

I just wanted to say a few things out loud, like i said no replys necessary.

I just wanted to say how much i still miss my baby girl. Just because i am pregnant again none of those feelings about her have gone away. Being pregnant again has just made me feel more positive about where my future is heading and also that Katelyn will not be our only chance to ever have a baby.

She is still so precious to me and i think about her all the time. I still really really want her to be here even though i think i am slowly coming to terms with the fact that she never will be. Now i want her and little bean not one over the other.

Katelyn still holds such a special and huge place in my heart. We have such an incredible bond. She was my first born baby and she was perfect. This new baby is such a tribute to her that we are willing to go though whatever it takes to have some more of the happiness that we had in the to short time that she was with us.

I will miss Katelyn forever, i know that she lives on in my heart and the love i have for her will continue to be so strong. We will meet again one day - this cant be the end.