Sometimes i feel like writing a few things in here, again there is no need to reply.

Well it has been 4 months today since my precious Katelyn was born. It still hurts so much and i have come to accept that it always will. The time seems to have gone so fast yet everyday is filled with thoughts of her.

Her due date is approaching next month which is also hard.

I think that the memorial service that we are having in mid august (before her due date) will be a big help. Although it wont make anything easier it will still let us both grieve for her in an organised setting.

I think that this is such a hard thing to go through, i honestly think that she knows how i feel and how much i love her and that we will meet again. Like i have said before i cant say goodbye to her because this cant be the end.

Love Sarah