Sarah- we went to a memorial for people who had lost children or babies. It was really special and DH and I balled out eyes out the whole way through. DH doesn't cry much so it was so good to have some kind of process or structure that allow him to grieve. I think it is so good that they run such things. It is really challenging to face another pregnancy. I think it is very scary as we know all too well that things can go wrong. There is nothing I can say to make that fear go away, there is nothing that makes my own fear go away. But boy, won't our little ones be special when they come to us! I know that everything will be worth it when we can hold a healthy little one in our arms. I know that on some level you believe this can happen or you wouldn't even be embarking on this journey again. Wishing you mountains of strength and lots of love, and know that if you need a shoulder for support or a listening ear we will be around.