Oh sweetie, first of all I am so sorry that your little Josiah has grown his angel wings. Big hugs hun . Even at 21 weeks when I had Josh I was given the pill to stop the milk coming in, and fortunately it never did come. I think the hossy should have def. given you the tablet. It must be so hard to be reminded every time the milk leaks that your little boy should be here. I'm so sorry hun .

Beata xoxox