I never thought that I would be joining this thread. After having a blighted ovum last year and having to have a D&C on my birthday, I felt for sure that this pregnancy would go well.

This morning I went for my dating scan. According to my LMP (4 Aug) I am 7W3D. According to the scan I am 6W1D. I had to have the scan done internally as the woman couldn't see anything in the sac abdominaly. We could just make out a grey blob on the internal but she couldn't pick up a heartbeat.

DH and I are devastated that we are going to lose another one. We went to the GP and he said that I haven't lost it yet and that there is still hope, but he also talked about missed m/c. There is no way that my dates are wrong...we only DTD one time the whole month, and my cycles are never shorter than 32 days. Had a HCG test done today and will have another done on Sun but wont get the results till Tues as we have a bank holiday here.

Mentally, I am going from one extreme to the other - this was to be DH 1st bubs (my 4th, my youngest is 10) and I feel sooo guilty that I can't produce for him. He says he loves the kids we have as if they were his own flesh & blood and won't feel like he's missed out if we don't have a child of our own. I just hate that I've let him down.

Thanks for letting me rant

L xx