Good luck tomorrow at work Lissy - I will be thinking of you. I have a certificate until Wednesday and I think I'm going to use it. My family and close friends are only an hour and half away but it makes it hard, that's why friends close by matter so much. Like you, I've let it go for now and just trying to get on with things here at home. DH is good - he keeps distracting me with gardening things and my brother has rung a few times to talk about other things. Step by step, we'll get there, like all the others here who have had this sad experience. I don't think it will ever go away, but it will get easier. for tomorrow.

Alice x