Well tomorrow will be the 1st anniversary of my second twin. The first twin was on the 28th April, and the second twin tomorrow.

I thought that I would be ok when these dates rolled around, but I guess not....... Each day as this date approached I got a little more upset. My twins would have been 4-5 months old, depending if I was to deliver early, as most twins do.

Knowing that I have not only lost my angels, but have had nothing but complications since their departure, has made the time seem sooooo much longer than 1 year.

I was hoping to already be pg now, but alas we are not. I miss my angels and regret that I never got to hold them in my hands......