Don't be sorry PP. I've been having a woo is me week after a few BFN. Everything was perfect with timing, I O'd from my tube side etc just rubbing it in that this is going to take time. I'm trying to look forward to other things besides having another baby to distract me from the fact it's not happening. I always get down around 12DPO when I realise I'm not pregnant again but on the bright side I'm happy when AF arrives as its on to a fresh cycle