Tracey,

I am so sorry to read about your loss. I can't imagine what you are going through but you are lucky to have Maddy and Gede by your side as well as the other great people on the forum. Next year will be a special time for you and Gede, and something to look forward to when you decide to TTC again. Keep you chin up and I hope you enjoy Christmas Day when you get to give the lots of presents you bought to Maddy and Gede.

Gemma.