nikki, so sorry to hear of your loss. this is a very difficult time for you and hope you feel better soon. this is a great first step you've done and do expect the roller coaster of emotion to come. this forum is filled with great women and their support is wonderful.

i opted for d&c for mine cuz i didn't think i could handle the bleeding emotionally. it was a good decision since right before d&c i was crying my eyes out so i'm sure if i had seen the blood, it would have been worse.

feel free to rant and cry here, it's a haven for hurting women like us.

take care,