minimatron, it must be hard having the bleeding going on so long after a miscarriage, I really feel for you. I'm waiting for it to start and feel like a ghost rattling around the house. I too have been going from one place to the other today - not sure where to post, what I want to say. I don't want to bring my belly buddies down by posting there, I found the pregnancy after LT TTC forum after losing track of it and felt sad I hadn't posted there more often, as they understand the different feelings you have after such a long journey toward pregnancy. I started to post in the miscarriage stories here but when I read how terribly sad they were, I felt like I didn't really have the right to - our loss seems so small in comparison, even though I know it isn't. So I posted here. I'm a bit of a mess today sorry. I hope the bleeding stops soon and you can move forward. Waiting is very hard.

Alice x