This is ridiculous.
Fri 27th August, I have the first bright red bleeding.
Wed 1st Sep, I get the news that the HCG levels have dropped from 4000ish to 621.
Wed 8th Sep, I have such heavy bleeding that I have to leave work. It stops that night.
Mon 13th Sep, heavy bleeding starts.
Thurs 16th Sep, the bleeding increases to the point of soaking the pad (put on 1 hr before), my undies, tights, and the work chair. My angelic colleague drives me home. Horribly enormous clots.
Today, more bad bleeding and clots.

When is this going to end? When I bleed to death? I hate this. I've already lost any hope of a baby/further pregnancy this year, do I have to have my face rubbed in it as well? Baby Elvis was supposed to be due at the end of this month, god dammit.

I hate this.

I really needed to vent, I think. I wish I could cry.