i had a missed mc at the start of the year.. absolutely heart wrenching, im so sorry you are going through this
i had a d&c, i just wanted it all to be over, and i was haveing horrendous morning sickness, WAY worse than anything i had with DD, which was another reason i was so shocked..
i was so scared too, i wanted DH to come with me but they dont let you do that but they were so lovely, and it was all over very quickly!

again, i am so sorry you have to go through this x