Big hugs hun, Ive been there, done that. Its not nice at all.

I think the fact that youre dreaming is a good thing, I feel we process all the emotions and things we are maybe having a hard time dealing with consciously in our subconscious, while we dream. But its so hard to dispell those images when we wake and have to deal with the reality of what weve lost.

So sorry for your loss, I dont know how long it took for me to stop having "those " types of dreams. I do know though that they did re occur when I got PG again, probably all my subconscious fears coming out.
I hope your day gets better hun, take it easy, keep talking, were here for you xx