Starting to wonder how long I will feel so sad for...it's been two weeks and one day since we had the scan and found out about the baby not growing. I'm not teary everyday anymore but still having the odd outburst and feeling v. blue.

Don't feel like doing anything when I'm home, don't want to go out, just feel v. flat. I think my husband is starting to worry and to be honest, I'm a bit worried too. I have had bouts of depression in the past but not for a long time. I don't think it's depression, although hard to tell. When I'm with people I feel withdrawn and even though I make an effort to talk and smile, I'm not enjoying anything.

Also feeling like I might be coming down with something, just generally not well. Wondering if that is all part of the miscarriage and hormones dropping? Still spotting along...be good when that ends. What a roller-coaster this whole thing has been. I'm posting here because I don't know what else to do. I have an appointment with a women's health center today (I made it when I was pregnant but since services are so hard to get into up here I thought I should go anyway even though I'm not sure why I'm going now?).

Sorry for the mopes.

Alice